My baby girl Saida Anselma Ann Garcia was born at 1:20 p.m., April 12,2006 in Lubbock Texas. She weighed 5 pounds and 11 ounces. "Baby" was very beautiful and she still is. The first time that I seen her in her sonogram, I was the happiest person in the world. To become a mother to this beautiful baby girl was a blessing, and I will always love her. She will forever be my baby girl. The 7 months that she was here was the best time and part of my life and no one can ever take that away, Saida Bear made everything right for me and and she showed me a love I thought did not exist. The love I have for her is unexplaonable but oh how it is magical, the best thing that i ever felt, besides when she would move or kick me when she was in my womb. I hope this page I have made for Saida makes you smile because everytime I seen her she put a smile on my face. I love my daughter and I miss her so much, but I know she is up above and happy. Thank you so much for visiting her page!!!!
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Saida was born April 12,2006 at 1:20 p.m., she weighed 5 pounds and 11 ounces, she was such a little baby, but man was I excited when I seen her, her father was too!!! Altough her birth was sudden I only carried her for 8 months and my labor was induced because I had high blood pressure, I was scared because to me I didn't carry her for to long but she was fine. She got apnea and i was so frightened that something would happen to her but by the next day she was breathing on her own and there were no more worries. Well for Memorial day we toke her to Ruidoso, New Mexico, we just wanted to show her new places and she reacted to them very good. Saida had the most beautiful eyes and just by looking at them you would fall in love with her. Her eyes also told a story and that was so amazing. June 27,2006 we toke her to an amusment park her in our city and we rode the carisile and the train with her and she loved it. On 4th of July me and her father toke her to an event that happens every year here and we all ahad fun. Later that night we ot her all warmed up and we did her her own little firework show . "Baby" liked the first 4 fireworks and then she fell asleep!! I guess it was to much excitment for one day. Well on August 16 she got her two bottom teeth, and she never cried or had a high fever for teething. She was such a strong baby. She was always eating on whatever we were eating, she loved pepperoni pizza just like her mama. Saida was very smart for being so little and she was bossy, she knew how to get her way and to get whatever she wanted!!! The last holiday we had with her was Halloween and we had a blast. She was dressed as a monkey, her daddy picked it out, monkey was another nickname that we had for her. She was more interested in the candy then she was of all the scary costumes. On November 16, 2006, Saida went home to the Heavens up above her death was an accident and it is something that could of happened to anyone. Saida will always be my baby and she will be dearlt missed. There is so much that i could tell you about her because there was so many memories and there was so many things that she could do. I hope reading this tribute about our baby girl brings a smile to your face like she brings to ours. If you are a mother that has lost a child you can contact me , I might not have all the answers but i know what you are going thru and i also need someone to talk to.
Saida Garcia was born on April 12, 2006 in Lubbock Texas. She put me through 18 hrs of pain and labor. But it was all worth it. She got apnea a couple minutes after she was born and was rushed off to the NICU. But she was very beautiful and she made it out the NICU a wk later.
Saida was born April 12,2006 at 1:20 p.m., she weighed 5 pounds and 11 ounces, she was such a little baby, but man was I excited when I seen her, her father was too!!! Altough her birth was sudden I only carried her for 8 months and my labor was induced because I had high blood pressure, I was scared because to me I didn't carry her for to long but she was fine. She got apnea and i was so frightened that something would happen to her but by the next day she was breathing on her own and there were no more worries. Well for Memorial day we toke her to Ruidoso, New Mexico, we just wanted to show her new places and she reacted to them very good. Saida had the most beautiful eyes and just by looking at them you would fall in love with her. Her eyes also told a story and that was so amazing. June 27,2006 we toke her to an amusment park her in our city and we rode the carisile and the train with her and she loved it. On 4th of July me and her father toke her to an event that happens every year here and we all ahad fun. Later that night we ot her all warmed up and we did her her own little firework show . "Baby" liked the first 4 fireworks and then she fell asleep!! I guess it was to much excitment for one day. Well on August 16 she got her two bottom teeth, and she never cried or had a high fever for teething. She was such a strong baby. She was always eating on whatever we were eating, she loved pepperoni pizza just like her mama. Saida was very smart for being so little and she was bossy, she knew how to get her way and to get whatever she wanted!!! The last holiday we had with her was Halloween and we had a blast. She was dressed as a monkey, her daddy picked it out, monkey was another nickname that we had for her. She was more interested in the candy then she was of all the scary costumes. On November 16, 2006, Saida went home to the Heavens up above her death was an accident and it is something that could of happened to anyone. Saida will always be my baby and she will be dearlt missed. There is so much that i could tell you about her because there was so many memories and there was so many things that she could do. I hope reading this tribute about our baby girl brings a smile to your face like she brings to ours. If you are a mother that has lost a child you can contact me , I might not have all the answers but i know what you are going thru and i also need someone to talk to.
Saida got apnea after she was born, but we finally got to bring her home this day!!How excited we were!!!
Saida went to her 1st amusement park, here in Lubbock
Letting Saida go was hard but we are now both Happy. I have never been this way since the accident. But im happy now and me and Saida's father just welcomed another beautiful baby girl Sailee Madeline Garcia in this world on March 12, 2008. I enjoy her and love her so much. I dont think I would of been able to do that if i haden't released Saida to the Lord. I will never forget her and i will always love her but she is now at peace and in the arms of our Father. The last 2 yrs have been very hard but i lokk towards the future of raising Sailee with the Lord and Jesus Christ. We finally gave Saida back. We are now living our life on the right paths and will be raising our daughter on that path also. Thank u Saida for teaching us so much!!! We love u very much give grandpa a hug for me and a kiss tell him i love him k!!!!
I went and visited with saida yesterday, and i finally let her go. I thought I had but in my heart I new i didn't. I thought She would come back but I really Knew she wasen't. She is mine but she was giving to me as a gift and the Lord wanted her back. She is mine forever in my heart but in flesh and in spirt she is his. I knew that but I was never ready to let her go. But i did and she can now rest in peace. I love my daughter but i know she is in a better place and she was giving to me for a reason and i am changing for her. Im still and always going to hurt and cry and ask myself why but she is in peace now. Saida my baby I love u so much and I miss u so much but we will be together again.
I kno its been a long time that i haven't been on, but that doesnt mean that, i havent thouht about u or wished that u were here. i talk to you every night and i give ur pictures a kiss. i rather have u here with me but i kno my time with u here on earth is over and we will be reunited with you in Heaven. I miss u so much dear, but i do kno i will see u again. Ur sister is almost here but i have mixed emotions. sometimes im happy but most of the time im sad. i want u. r u mad cause there is a new baby coming. i dont know. but just know i love u and miss u and u will always be my baby girl. My sunshine!!!
Dear God,
I wish you could help me understand
why my daughter is no longer here
I need her
like she needs me
I know she is in a better place
but why did Saida have to leave
Don't you know how much
I love her
and how much she loved me?
My heart was ripped
my soul is broken
im lost and lonely
i need your healing
So please help me understand,
why you chose her without me?
Hey Mija,
Its Mommy bugging you again!! I miss you so much Saida, I just wish I could be with you. I know God lent me you for a little while but I wish it woul of been longer. I was so use to you and now im just going crazy. Well ur gonna have a sister and thank you baby for talking with the Big Man, because she is healthy!! I miss you Snapper and I love you so much, I let you go so you could rest in peace, but it is hard. Ur my baby girl and my heart. I walk around hurting so much. I dont know whether to be happy for the new baby because I just want you. God needed another beautiful Angel and he seen you. You were Special to me and daddy and the rest but you were more special to the Lord. Sometimes I still dont understand why, but its God's world and he calls the shots. Mommy is going through alot of rough times right now and I wouldnt want you to be here and hurt the way I do. I love you Saida, I just wish I had more time with you. The 7 months were beautiful and magical, I was so happy, and it ended so soon. Im sorry Im crying but I miss you so much. I love you baby and tonight when I go to sleep will you come and just give me a hug? well baby ill talk to you later!
LOVE MOMMY
Dear Saida,
Hey my beautiful daughter, its mommy and daddy, just wanted to let you know that you are going to be a big sister. But you already know cause the Lord told you first. Mommy didnt get very good news from the doctor so will you please watch over your brother/sister, and make sure she gets here healthy!!! I love you Saida and you will always be my baby.
i love everything about you
so does your dad
you were so spoiled
you were a queen
so little
yet so bossy
if you didn't get it from me
your father was sure going to get it for you
so many memories
so many smiles
but not very many months
i thought you where here to stay
but the lord had other plans
so know you live in heaven with grandpa
i bet your having so much fun
don't worry about mommy or daddy
when you see us cry
its just thst we love you and miss you
and wish you could be here
we know you are being taken real good care of
and we bet you are a bigger bossy girl
but we just want you to know that we will always love you
and we will never ever forget you
you are our baby girl or sunshine forever!!!!!!!
I haven't been on the site in awhile but i have not forgotten about it. If i am not typing something for my daughter then i am writing something. As the time gets closer to the day that will make it a year since Saida flew up to Heaven it gets harder on me. I know my angel is up above wishing i would not be so sad, but how can one be happ when the one they love is no longer there? I don't know what the road ahead leads me to or what awaits me in the future but i just fell i can't move on from this. It is hard and it does not seem 2 get any easier. I just don't understand. I miss Saida with all my heart and i just wish i could have my life back. She was my life and thats what i want back.
little girl sent from above
with no choice
to stay or go
god was in need
of a beautiful baby angel
saw Saida and said she is the one
so beautiful
an amazing voice
her grandpa is lonely
and would love to have you hear
Saida looked around and said
god, i love my mommy
so much i dont want to go
but i know you need me
so i take your hand
lead me to the light
but let my mom have the beautiful and unforgettale memories
of me and one day set her at peace
mommy we will be together again
and when that day comes
it will forver be just you and me
Dear Saida,
Itss me mommy
just wanted to say
i love and miss you
so how are the heavens
when will i be able to join you there
i miss you baby
and i wish i could be there
i know you are happy
but how can mommy be happy without you
when you see mom with a tear in her eye
dont be sad its just that i miss you
you are in my heart
and you are my soul
you will always be my sunshine
thru the rain
i need you but Godd needed you more
but im here waiting for you
please dont take to long
mommy just wants to join you!!
LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER,
YOUR MOMMY
How I'm I suppose to live
lost and blue
when my whole life was true
with love and you
The day you left
my heart and soul went with you
I just don't know what to do
you're my baby
and I will always love you
you were my sunshine
through rainy and dark days
you were my future
through everything that I would go through
I love you
and you love me
and how mommy lives with hurt
I should be happy
because you no longer
have to deal with lifes
trials and tribulations
but i hurt
because i just want you
So stop by Saida Bear
and bring Grandpa with you
Even for a second
just to tell mommy
"I love you and i'll be waiting at Heaven's gates when the Almighty calls you home, don't be sad mommy , I LOVE YOU!!!"
I thought of you and closed my eyes and prayed to God today.
I asked, "What makes a mother?" and I know I heard him say:
A Mother has a baby, this we know is true.
But God, can you be a mother when your baby's not with you?
Yes,you can, He replied with confidence in his voice:
I give many women babies, when they leave it is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime, and others for a day.
And some I send to feel our womb, but there is no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God, I want my baby here.
He ttok a deep breath and cleared his throat and then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you what your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile with other children and say,
"We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear.
My mommy loved me oh so much I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a mom who had so much love for me!!
I learned my lesson very quickly, my Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much, but I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep, on her pillow is where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek and whisper in her ear,Mommy, don't be sad today, I'm your baby and i'm here."
So you see my dear sweet one, your children are o.k.
Your babies are here in my Home and this is where they will stay.
They'll wait for with Me until your lesson is through.
And on the day that you come home they'll be at the gates for you.
So now you see what makes a Mother, its the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had right from the very start.
I think about my baby everyday and it doesn't seem to get any better. I walk around pretending to be happy and im not. I don't know what to do anymore. It is so hard without her here. Saida made me happy , she was and still is my heart and without her here is like me without me without a soul. Alot of people try to be there but i don't want them, I want her. How do you let some one go that you love with all your heart, the one that made you hole, the one that made your rainy days sunny days with just a smile or a look? I'm so angry, I'm so everything but happy? I know she is in a better place but its just so hard. It seems like its never going to get easier. How could it? All I have now are memories, pictures, and all her things, but I just want her.
These 7 months have been so hard for me. I miss my daughter, i miss her so much. I thought when she got sick in the hospital after she was born, that that was it. I thought that was God's way of telling us that we wouldn't have to go through anything like that again, but it was just to prepare us, because he was going to take her back. And if I could I would take her back ffrom him, but I don't have that power. So all I do now is just remember her and think about her each and every day. Saida was my sunshine and my life, and it is so hard being here with out her. I never wanted my baby to not be here. I understand that she is in a better place, but I think she should be here with me. I'm her mother. It hurts me veryday waking up and not seeing her or making her bottle, or rocking her back to sleep. Saida made me the better person I am today and I will always love her for that. I will always love her for showing me a true and neverending or fading love. Being a mother to my beautiful baby girl was awesome and heart warming. I will never forget it.I have so many emotions going through me right now, I just don't understand things right now. All I know is that I miss Saida and I love her.
Its getting closer to FAther's day and i know how hard it was for me to have Mother's day come. It hurts very much living here without you, I've been told many times that you are in a better place and I know that, but you are my baby and im your mommy. You will always mean the world to me and I wish I could find away to feel more at peace. Saida I miss you and I love you very much. Well ill go and see you later. Watch over me and watch over your daddy he is having a hard time. I LOOOOVVVEEEE YOU!!!!
I love you Saida and it is so hard without you, you made me the better person that iam. I miss waking up to you, i miss your smile and i just miss you. I think about you all the time and im doing my best to make you look down and be happy with me. Well im getting off of work but ill be back later. I love and Miss you. MOMMY
you are me
and i am you
you will forever be
in my heart and in my soul
i love you
and you love me
and forever will have that
its mine and its yours
i love you
baby girli miss you each and everyday
love, Mommy
I built my daughter's tribute today and hope that it will bring a little peace to my heart becasue I miss my baby so much. My daughter was 7 months when she passed away and in those 7 months it was just us. Our family. Saida, mommy, and daddy. She made us the happiest people in the world and she brought us so much joy and happiness that no one could take away from us. We spend alot of time looking at pictures, talking about her, or at the graveside. We well never understand why she was taken from us but in time I think God well heal our hearts/ Saida touched alot of lives exspecially her fathers and mine. When I found out I was pregnant and we heard her heartbeat for the first time we were so amazed. Who ever thought that tiny little girl could change and impact our lives so much.
Sailee is so full of joy and she has a lot of resemlence to her big sister Saida, but its ok. I love her as much as I love Saida they are both my two beautifl girls. I show Sailee a picture of Saida everyday and tell stories to her of Saida, but i kno they play with each other. I thought it was gonna be hard for me to moe on but its not I kno The Lord Blessed us with Sailee. Its not hard and its not sad, i do miss my Saida Bear so much but she is in a better place. I kno she is taking care of Sailee and watching over her to.